All by myself.

 

 

 

일을 마치고 귀가하면서,

오늘이 뿌듯해 마지 않을 때.

하루의 지나감이 괜시리 기분 좋은 날.

그렇게 될 수 있도록,

그 역시 내가 만들어 가는 것.

스스로가 그 무엇이든 자신있게.

간밤 내 머리속을 휘집고 다녔던 꿈이 무엇이던,

이젠 두렵지 않아.

괜찮아. 내 머릿속에서 서서히 드러나는,

꿈의 기억이든.

나의 과오에 의한 결과.

받아들일 수 있어.

내가 만들어 낸 것이니까. 전부 다.

아침 문득,

작년 오늘의 일기를 들춰보다.

 

 

"All by myself" -  Jamie O`Neal(영화 '브릿지 존스의 일기' 중에서.)

 

When I was young
I never needed anyone
And making love was just for fun
Those days are gone
Livin' alone
I think of all the friends I've known
When I dial the telephone
Nobody's home
All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Anymore
Hard to be sure
Sometimes I feel so insecure
And loves so distant and obscure
Remains the cure
All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Anymore
All by myself
Don't wanna live
All by myself
Anymore
When I was young
I never needed anyone
And making love was just for fun
Those days are gone
All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Anymore
All by myself
Don't wanna live
Oh
Don't wanna live
By myself, by myself
Anymore
By myself
Anymore
Oh
All by myself
Don't wanna live
I never, never, never
Needed anyone

 

 

(사진은 영화 '나도 아내가 있었으면 좋겠다.' 스틸컷.)